Here I am again. It's 3:30 a.m. and I have been up for quite a while. Although I am having more pain than normal right now, the thing that is keeping me up the most is nausea. I am not going to worry about taking pain medication at this point. Yes, I am hurting, but the level is only about 4-5. If it gets worse, I'll think about taking something. For now, I am waiting for the Zofran to kick in.
This place is my refuge. I am able to write what I am feeling and not have to worry about upsetting anyone. This is my secret, anonymous blog. I do have another blog that I just write things about that are going on in my life. Sometimes I put things from this blog on that one, but generally I do not put much on there about my pancreatic issues. There are only a small handful of people who know that this is my blog. I do have a link here for my other blog. You will notice that if you follow the link to my other blog that it does not have a link back to this one. This is mainly for the purpose of not worrying my parents; in particular, my mother. As a parent myself, I am well aware of how much we worry about our children. If there is something that can be done that is great. Unfortunately, I don't see that there is much of anything my parents can do to help this situation. Worrying will not make anything better which is why I have elected not to let them know about this blog. If I were to let them know about this, it would not serve much of a purpose. I would have to carefully monitor what things I chose to write on here. Hmmm, it seems like I am feeling a little less nauseated now. Maybe it will be safe to lay down soon.
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